Raging phoenix.

Out with the same old usual clique. And we've our dinner teppan AGAIN! Arhg, luckily i didn't eat it for a LONGGGG time. If not... tsk! Headed to arcade first cause movie starts at 9.55pm and it's about 8+pm at that time. And you know what!! We spend around 60bucks at that stupid hook dolldoll machine, and we got nothing at all! While one girl just spend only 3bucks then she got that fucking doll! DAMN HOT AH! And then, there goes all my colourful words. Lol, anyway, after that, we went in the theatre and watch movie of course. Lol, okay i'm lame. That movie sucks at first. Made me feel nausea and giddy. But overall, it's nice! I'll rate it 8/10. Because bakero and manners~~ say that their fighting scene all that is real, and i find it v cool! Yes, worth watching! Muahaha~ k, i'm gg to bed soon cause have to wake around 7am later on. Ciaoz!

i still love you like how i love you in the past. measuring tape can't measure one.

You know,,,

i so want you to give me a peck of kiss on my lips me now.
i so want you to hug me tightly now.
i so want you to hold my hands tightly now.
i so want you to be by my side now.
i so want you to irritate me till i get pek chek now.
i so want you to play my flabby legs and say i`m fucking fat now.
i so want to see you right now.
i so miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu!!
i`ve always thought that i`m a strong girl. but now, i realised, i`m wrong. i`m not.
i`m a fucking weak girl. that when wind blew pass, i might flew away anytime.
and here comes to my oldself.

bye..

You're everything good in my life.

Relationship is about two person, it's not a fairytale i am talking about. It's our love i am talking about. ALL fairytale has an happy ending. But true love never has an ending..
I just can't explain how much you meant to me. You're sucha wonderful bf i ever had. Lastly, i love you.

Breathe again.

I will blog if i have da mood to! (:
So, byebyebye!~

New month, new start.

Yayyyy, it's nov alr.
Baby say this month he gonna treat me eat swensens. ^^
Ohhhhhh, 2009 liddat fly lor!
& Xmas is coming! WooOOoOoOoooO.

Money money money.
Work work work.
Tired tired tired.
Fuck fuck fuck.

i miss my love, june wong jing hui too~
and of course my babyyy, arian lim kh. (:

It's a masquerade, a love parade.

A short update as i'm lazy. Hehe.
Town w baby today, lunch @ Plaza Sing. Trained down to Orchard walkwalk. Heh, went to find my bro, chatted awhile & left. Went The Cathay to catch Sorority Row w baby. Home sweet home aftermath. Hohohohoooooo.

Pictures of the day~





9th month coming in 6 days time. ♥

Can't live without your love.

N's finally overrrrrrrr~ Yipeeeeeeee!

Met up with my fucktard love again. And yeh, i'm late once again. Lol! Went to amk to dye hair. Love dyed rich burgundy red and i dyed copper red. Heh, after dye hair, we headed to bugis as i wanna buy 3/4 pants. Then took bus to yishun to settle our dinner at hk cafe. Waited for boss and bakero for so damn longggggggg~ so we walked around. Bought 1 belt at m)phosis. Heeeeeeee, not bad la. Didnt spend so much money today. Yishun is still the same. Haha, bumped into the usual people. Around 7+ both of them finally reached. My stomach keep playing music alr lor! Haha, after dinner, baby came and fetch me home. Love you~

Tomorrow i'm gg to town w baby! So long never go town w him alr. Heee, gonna buy my royce chocolate. Been craving for it for days lor! Now my sis also crave for it! Heeeha. Movie tomorrow. Yeyeye~!

I love the way it is now.

In the evening, met bakero yg at kovan mrt. Scammed him to kovan and cabbed to tomato hub. Haha! Met june love, veg, ling, xiang and one of their friend at tomato hub. Settled our dinner at Ah Mei's cafe. Was feeling so damn effing hungry leh. But i ate 1 piece prata only, full alr. Power. Caught Phobia 2. Damn nice, funny & scary! Haha, especially the 5th part. Can laugh till your body shake and vibrate. But sit till my butt burnt, cause the show last for 2h 5mins. Omh, went to refill oxygen tank and home sweet home aftermath. (:

It just feels v sad everytime it comes to the night.
As though you're all alone.
Somehow, i just wish that the night will never comes and i will never be alone because there will always be someone who will accompany you in the day.
I dont wanna think of anything now. I just wanna have a goodnight sleep.
I dont want you to be hurt. I dont wanna be hurt as well. I dont wanna feel alone.
I dont want all this. I dont want my everyday to be like a drag.
I'm always like this, do stuff without thinking of the consequences.
I hate myself so so much.